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The Map and the Bed

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  And then the turn: I MUST PAINT THE GREATEST DETAIL EVER!!! There's no doubt that you are going to see how I draw the greatest map ever, but the most profound sensation I've experienced is when someone melts the lines of my cathedral into one particular brushstroke of life. Please, my dear readers, beware not to touch me with your presence, because then my heart might drop into my balls while my legs collapse as I kneel in front of the unknown power - the power that I  sometimes  try to protect myself from with the nicely articulated clinical cathedrals I am building around me while making an unnecessarily safe distance out of my shyness. My cathedral had no door. I had built it that way. A door would have let something in. Someone touched once. I did not die. I did not become whole either. I just... continued. My skill of cartography developed in my teens when I found the technique to poke people awake in such a way that would give me the sensation of how their wh...
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The Third Possibility

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"I have spent most of my life searching for things that pierce the veil," the man said. "Where?" "Everywhere." He looked out the window. "At parties where everyone was performing confidence. At conferences. At dinners where the conversation suddenly stopped being polite. In conversations that suddenly become honest. In strange encounters. In ports and train stations. In women  who refuse to be solved . In moments when someone forgets the role they are supposed to play. In the silence after a question nobody knows how to answer." "And what are you searching for?" "The moment when someone forgets who they are supposed to be." The woman was quiet for a while. "And what happens when you find it?" The man smiled. "It never lasts." "No?" "No. A moment later people return to themselves. The explanations come back. People begin to narrate themselves again." "And then?" "I start lo...
Location: Finland
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The Mask and the Mirror

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My therapist diagnosed me – and simultaneously all of you, my dear conscientious readers –  with a new syndrome:  Philosophical Attachment Style. This specific attachment style dictates that attraction is only possible through the matrix of a shared philosophical universe. That's the first law of attraction and comes first before building everyday convenience. It is for those who are restless, and really want more out of life. As our dear Nietzsche wasn't simply provocative when he said: " Everything in woman is a riddle, and everything in woman has one solution: it is called pregnancy. Man is for woman a means: the end is always the child."   But told us about the safe attachment style: the physiology behind all the masks, the evolution psychology –  where consciousness is the last part of the body that is developed  and therefore weakest. But continued to honor a different kind of Truth: "Supposing that Truth is a woman — what then? Is there not gro...
Location: Finland
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Instructions!

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Greetings The Content of this blog is the cathedrals of my imaginary. It doesn't ask anyone to comment. The Form is a Public Diary. It asks to see your own flourishment in life. That's why, against the popular demand, I decided to block comments. IF you check the email from my profile and move your comments there,  THEN you will be greeted with a photograph of my anus. Of course, I'm interested to see if you practice a good relationship, a good citizenship, or be a boat that lets people in need to cross the storm in your social work. Whatever you are working on,  I'm interested to hear about it MR
Location: Finland
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